Order Only Private message to Tonks
Aug. 25th, 2015 03:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alt_charlieSomebody finally found me a Dicta-Quill so I can write without having to hold the quill which they told me to stop doing because it was making the bones in my hand shift wrong and those are about halfway down the list to regrow. Sorry no strike that? Cross that out? I don't know how to work this fucking thing.
Anyway. Sorry.
I'm sorry I haven't wanted visitors. It's not that I don't want to see you. I do. It's just. I don't know what it's just. I can bear the healers looking at me like I'm broken because they're the ones who're putting me back together, but everyone else who sees me gets that look on their faces too and it's like being stabbed all over again. The look on Dree's face when she saw me nearly undid me. And I feel so useless and I'm so scared and I don't know what the hell comes next except a lot of fucking time in this bed.
But it's not fair to you to not let you come see me when you've been so worried and I'm sorry. Everyone else can keep waiting but. You can come by whenever your free. No you stupid fucking thing your. Y O U APOSTROPHE R E oh my fucking kneazles balls I'm going to set this thing on fire.
Sorry. It's having trouble understanding me or I'm having trouble working it. Put a shitting comma in there you malformed jizzfucking sack of
Sorry. Anyway. Yeah. Whenever you have a minute. I should be awake for at least another few hours.
I love you. Best girl.
Anyway. Sorry.
I'm sorry I haven't wanted visitors. It's not that I don't want to see you. I do. It's just. I don't know what it's just. I can bear the healers looking at me like I'm broken because they're the ones who're putting me back together, but everyone else who sees me gets that look on their faces too and it's like being stabbed all over again. The look on Dree's face when she saw me nearly undid me. And I feel so useless and I'm so scared and I don't know what the hell comes next except a lot of fucking time in this bed.
But it's not fair to you to not let you come see me when you've been so worried and I'm sorry. Everyone else can keep waiting but. You can come by whenever your free. No you stupid fucking thing your. Y O U APOSTROPHE R E oh my fucking kneazles balls I'm going to set this thing on fire.
Sorry. It's having trouble understanding me or I'm having trouble working it. Put a shitting comma in there you malformed jizzfucking sack of
Sorry. Anyway. Yeah. Whenever you have a minute. I should be awake for at least another few hours.
I love you. Best girl.