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Private message to Ginny
Jul. 12th, 2015 03:17 amI love you, Ginny-bean. I always have, from the moment when Mum first handed you to me and told me I had to be careful not to drop you, and I always will, no matter what happens.
I know you're confused and in a lot of pain right now, and I know they're making you remember things. I believe that everything you've remembered is real for you, and I'm so sorry you have to go through all that with nobody there to talk to except for Professor Dolohov. It must be awful to have all that swirling around in your head without any way of putting it all together. Is there anybody else there you can talk to?
I'd really like to know what you're remembering, in fact. You know I haven't always been home when things happened or people got into fights or arguments got started, and there are a lot of things I only hear about well after the fact and I only hear certain people's sides of things. If something horrible was going on and I didn't know about it, I'm so sorry that I failed you. Will you tell me what I missed, so I know what to look out for and I know how to help? I know I can't rewrite the past, but if horrible things are happening to you and I missed them, I want to know now so I can make it stop.
No matter what, I hope you remember that for your whole life you've been able to tell me anything and I've always kept your secrets when you do. If you need someone to talk to, I promise you that I won't try to explain it away or tell you that you must have misunderstood. I really feel awful about what you're going through and I want to help any way I can.
I love you and I'll do whatever I can to help you. I always will.
I know you're confused and in a lot of pain right now, and I know they're making you remember things. I believe that everything you've remembered is real for you, and I'm so sorry you have to go through all that with nobody there to talk to except for Professor Dolohov. It must be awful to have all that swirling around in your head without any way of putting it all together. Is there anybody else there you can talk to?
I'd really like to know what you're remembering, in fact. You know I haven't always been home when things happened or people got into fights or arguments got started, and there are a lot of things I only hear about well after the fact and I only hear certain people's sides of things. If something horrible was going on and I didn't know about it, I'm so sorry that I failed you. Will you tell me what I missed, so I know what to look out for and I know how to help? I know I can't rewrite the past, but if horrible things are happening to you and I missed them, I want to know now so I can make it stop.
No matter what, I hope you remember that for your whole life you've been able to tell me anything and I've always kept your secrets when you do. If you need someone to talk to, I promise you that I won't try to explain it away or tell you that you must have misunderstood. I really feel awful about what you're going through and I want to help any way I can.
I love you and I'll do whatever I can to help you. I always will.