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Dec. 27th, 2014 10:59 pmI've been thinking about what you said on Friday, about how Desai tested you by faking that evidence about me, and I realised I forgot to tell you something.
I meant it when I said you did the right thing. Absolutely. But I don't think I said, if something like that happens again, if they have evidence against me for real? I want you to do it again. I want you to denounce me as loudly and vehemently as you need to. I want you to be the first to go after me. I want you to worry about your cover first, and about warning me second. I want you to do whatever you need to do to look like you're the most loyal bloody person in this whole bloody country.
Because overthrowing this bloody system is far, far more important than anything that might happen to me, and having you in the Aurors is a strategically vital position. Sometimes you have to sacrifice a rook to put the other guy in check, yeah?
And if it does ever happen that way? I don't want you to blame yourself after. Because I can't think of a single situation or outcome where I wouldn't understand, no matter what you had to do. And since I wouldn't be able to send you a message like Neville did to Hydra, I'll tell you now: I would rather be dead or as-good-as than ever betray the Order in any way, or put myself and my own well-being above the Order's goals.
I mean. Obviously I hope it will never happen like that. But I wanted you to know.
I meant it when I said you did the right thing. Absolutely. But I don't think I said, if something like that happens again, if they have evidence against me for real? I want you to do it again. I want you to denounce me as loudly and vehemently as you need to. I want you to be the first to go after me. I want you to worry about your cover first, and about warning me second. I want you to do whatever you need to do to look like you're the most loyal bloody person in this whole bloody country.
Because overthrowing this bloody system is far, far more important than anything that might happen to me, and having you in the Aurors is a strategically vital position. Sometimes you have to sacrifice a rook to put the other guy in check, yeah?
And if it does ever happen that way? I don't want you to blame yourself after. Because I can't think of a single situation or outcome where I wouldn't understand, no matter what you had to do. And since I wouldn't be able to send you a message like Neville did to Hydra, I'll tell you now: I would rather be dead or as-good-as than ever betray the Order in any way, or put myself and my own well-being above the Order's goals.
I mean. Obviously I hope it will never happen like that. But I wanted you to know.